Regret

Under that glass ball of light,
I felt the dreary come.
Curled up to day's night,
and willed my heart to numb.

Doze away sweet dreams of naught,
return your heart to wisdom.
Valiantly your mind had fought,
to freeze the beat that drums.

Show the deep ache who's lost,
ignore it's pitiful thrum.
You've tallied up the cost,
now accept the truth, it's done.

Leave it Behind

That rear view mirror
is like chocolate
you crave it
That rear view mirror
is bitter sweet
it's hard to forget
That rear view mirror
calls my name...
I wanna punch it
That rear view mirror
makes me regret
makes me sad
That rear view mirror
needs to disappear
so, I'll leave it behind.

So many times we find ourselves drawn to things that remind us of the past, things we need to forget and move on from. I found myself drawn to something like that today. It's an awful feeling of despair, regret...thinking... what if? But we can't change the past and some things are better off left there. Move on.
~T